December 9th, 2004

Time: 04:14 pm

Leah sed i embarras her?>....is it me or does she just seem 2 do tht perfectly well on her own?..yer i take things 2 far but i feel rli bad afterwards dnt mean she can just bitch bout me for 1 thing...wernt even tht bad...ffs just coz it was a guy she might hav thought was fit...wot is tht now.....number 4758585?? dunno y its annoying me so much, if she dnt wnt me 2 embarras her thn she dnt need 2 tlk 2 me im fine wit tht i no she is a gr8 m8 n yer i rli lyk her but wtf happend??..o yer the rest of HER world was callin her. Annoys me tht josh loves her 2...he sed it at the party so he must hav ment it, just is gay tht he is lying 2 me..thought i had enuff of tht..but sum1 decides i can take sum more... i sed sorry for the whole cris thing n i take it back but he always throws it in my face..so he can feel betta i suppose. o well not tht bad of a day rli...cum on tomorrow lol :P

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November 1st, 2004

Current Music: Eminem - Hayleys song Time: 04:16 pm

So..skul back now :( not gd a lot of work but i suppose its alryt not rli botherd...keeps me outta trouble. Becci, Leah n Josh skived for sum strange reason 2day....lush day..bec told me all bout their lil truth or dare thing....psshhh!! Got assembly 2mo and loads of hmwk 2 b due...cnt b fuked tho i suppose im goin back 2 my usual self :(....gr8 laugh i just culdnt care less 2bh. grrrr i h8 my self for thinkin this stuff but i cnt help it...i just wish sumtyms i culd take sumthings back.... ...Rob n andy r going 2 Florida 2mo :P for 2 weeks..lucky bastards :D...gonna miss em tho ;) XxXxXxX

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October 29th, 2004

Current Music: man over board - blink 182 Time: 11:46 am Current Mood: blank

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEAH!!!!....do it 4 the donkey :P 2nyt shuld b gd...goin clubbin..hmmm i rli shuld hav dun my hmwk but o well...dammit alcohol is soo intreeging!!!...o well ill do it 2mo, and if i dnt i still got sunday :S...gawd thts sad lol. lol me n lauren r draggin my mum 2 twn 2 buy leah a dildo from ann summers lol :P...GO MUM w00!! lol... ..cris came back of holiday...such a prick lol..dnt lyk him at all all...ooo*im deppressed,gimmie a fag!!*grrrrr!! yer thts bout my week lol....YAWN!!!! teehee.... ..o yer HOMSY is the twattiest person ever!!..DNT DO DRUGS!! lol ull b as annoying and as slow as he is...and i mean gawd!!thts bad..mmmrrrrrr!! *hoover*..lol :P

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October 21st, 2004

Current Music: Chemical brothers - get urself high Time: 10:19 pm Current Mood: giggly

Josh has been pissed off l8ly n its annoyin me...dunno wot 2 do or say coz i no ill piss him off more..:( Dads bday Saturday so i not gonna og out n get pissed i think...o well always 2mo nyt....bet u ne fin ill get too drunk agen....so expect another ramble lol ;) im rli :S...but not rli lol its hard 2 explain but all i no is sumats gotta change i cnt go on wlkin round in a daze lyk this. Goin 2 the doctors soon..makin an appointment 2mo...gonna go on the pill... Rob is all stressy coz he has this red rash bloody thing on his face n dnt want lauren 2 c him :P awwww..he dnt reilise tht she loves him sooo much it dnt bother her wot is on his face lol :)

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October 18th, 2004

Time: 10:19 pm Current Mood: confused

Sorry josh!! lol.....i dunno but i bin rli into hurtin u l8ly....SORRY!! hmmmm blood :S.....yer im a bitch i no but i kinda lyk it :P....im a horny lil bitch rli ;) I decided im gonna do a sponserd silence 4 children in need lol..not yet but wen the tym comes i will shut my mouth lol :P

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October 5th, 2004

Current Music: Pap roach - getting away with muder Time: 04:05 pm Current Mood: full

Josh asked me out lst nite :D....not2happy @all :P rli boring day tho 2day Apparently me leah n rebs r goin on report 4 bein distruptive in english lol ryt!! 2mo there is a 4 hour lecture in the hall im gonna b so bored :( but atleast i can go out at lunch n go 2 the cinema 4 last period YAY film studies :P

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October 2nd, 2004

Current Music: The Calling - Whereever you will go Time: 11:26 pm Current Mood: determined

So still :S..but its kwl, i rli lyk josh but bec lyks him :(...but i was thinkin bout it n if they wanna get it 2g4 thts kwl but thn there r more ppl lykin ovas :S( not makin it worse at all)..i dnt lyk this coz it makes my world seem smaller thn it is...i mean there r more guys out there thn just these 3 rnt there?!?!!? i just dnt get attention from thm ..... *thinks*...yer thts lyk the sadest thing 2 eva put! :S GILLY!!! Josh bit me :P....i rli dnt lyk it atall!!...psshhh"" yer right lol i keep gettin all uppy n dwny it nt nice 1 sec im all :D thn the next im cryin 4 no reason sept the st00pid thoughts tht enter my head wen i dnt think bout EVERYTHING and not just the smallest part!

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September 30th, 2004

Current Music: Sugarcult - Memory Time: 03:44 pm Current Mood: refreshed

ok thn bin a while n i bin thinkin bout all the shit lol... i no its rli confusin n all but ill get ova it lol. i kinda bin feelin odd lol i dnt thinkbout cris as often n e more, im kinda glad i mean he is gr8 n he mkes me roar but i h8d wntin him so bad n not bein able 2 hav him lol.....i kinda stopped thinkin bout him lyk tht last week well i wernt thinkin bout him at all at the ice breaker lol, untill this song came on n i thought bout him but it wernt lyk all the otha tyms i think bout him it was different....kinda nice 2 not wanna cry lol, i feel so much betta now. Up untill tht song i missed josh so much tht night actually it was only thn tht i wernt thinkin bout him!i dunno y? mayb it was coz i wntd 2 c him or just tht i wnted sum1 2 get me lol. i rli lyk him, but not the way i lykd cris, i duno how 2 xplain it, i didnt think bout him lyk i did cris, lyk wanna cry or nuffin i was just happy wit the thought tht i lyk....i rli do! Bec sed she wntd 2 go out wit josh.... wich i wernt 2 plsd bout but i did promise her ages ago tht if she wntd 2 get it 2g4 wit josh i wuldnt stand in the way, so i guess i am gonna bak out. It rli hurts me wen josh dnt seem 2 b able 2 tell the difference between wot he feels 4 bec n wot he feels for me, lyk we were tlkin lst night n he was just all hmmmm...didnt rli seem interested so maybe its for the best just 2 b m8s, no matter how much betta it may b if we were more thn tht lol I hav flipped my perception of the whole thing tho, i mean i dnt need a bf, and i dnt lyk lykin ppl who dnt lyk me! it sux, but thts ova now!...its just sumtyms its nice 2 hav sum1 2 feel summit 4 u, u no wen u need it most.. its my fault i suppose i lyk ppl 2 easily :( Bec not only sed she lykd josh tho she lyks ed 2 and i think cris2!! thts just gay!! things were so much betta wen i didnt hav 2 think of her aswell lol. but i dunno i just get annoyed wit her coz i am there wen she is tellin ppl stuff infront of me thn im there wen she says diferent stuff on her own at home 2!!..TWAT!

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September 23rd, 2004

Current Music: Go Betty Go - C'mon Time: 04:39 pm Current Mood: energetic

i got on josh lst night...i didnt plan 2 it just happend, but i dnt mind tht i mean its not bad or nuffin i rli lyk him...n theres nuffin wrong wit th is there?? lol i kinda wish i dint bite his nipple tho lol,they think im a freak now, but it was only playin lol Cris was at skul 2 day....apparently he has 2 give up smokin coz weneva he sparks up he spews?!?! ooook...well the amount he smoked i wuldnt b suprised lol he also had a spot on his cleek lol....i think he has hit puberty lol :P.... skul is kinda kwl lol the work nt tht hard n i kinda rli lyk the ppl in my classes.....i just hope i dnt fall behind or n e fin dnt think i suld handle tht Got my ice braker ticket..shuld b gd ..i need a nu outfit tho...i wnt this corsetty thing from riva island..it looks so strokable :).. but im gonna b soooo pised i dnt rli care wot i wear 2bh lol :P:P

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September 20th, 2004

Time: 04:06 pm

Tuk Tuk!!! lmao....... yer ok random but w00h00!!!!

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September 17th, 2004

Current Music: Drowning pool - bodies Time: 05:00 pm Current Mood: pissed off

leah was askin me if i fancied Ed 2day.....y is it if u think sum1 is fit ppl automatically think u fancie thm?!??!..i mean i think nearly every1 is fit but i dnt fancy thm!! Jack is cushty, spoke 2 him afta film :)..he members my parties :P Josh is cummin out 2nyt, nt cin him in a while, i got my mum 2 let me go round robs, but she wnt let me out wit claire n laur :S... Becci put bleach all ova my skul uniform, if it dnt cum out i am cuttin holes in all the clothes she has!!! i swear 2 god, she is a cunt!!!!!!

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September 16th, 2004

Subject: Stolen for Lea...coz well u no....coz i can!!! Time: 09:14 pm

The \\ Last Cigarette: lunch at robs Last Alcoholic Drink: fosters at robs Last Car Ride: laurens dad takin me home from twn Last Kiss: lst nyt....friend kiss wit cris..:) Last Good Cry: mondayish.... Last Library Book: Pass Last book bought: In silence Last Book Read: Gremlins Last Movie Seen in Theatres: Mean Girls Last Movie Rented: AvP...'borrowed' Last Cuss Word Uttered: Bollox Last Beverage Drank: grapfriut Robinsons +barley Last Food Consumed: KFC....Fukin ryt!! Last Crush: Cris....:)...hmmmm yer Last Phone Call: dunno Last TV Show Watched: friends Last Time Showered: this morning Last Shoes Worn: sketchers Last CD Played: Mcfly Last Item Bought: Fags Last Download: Disturbed - down with the sickness Last Annoyance: many of thm Last Disappointment: dnt wanna think bout tht Last Soda Drank: Orange Tango...even tho i h8 it :( Last Thing Written: Ommmmm!?!?! Last Key Used: OK gettin silly now Last Words Spoken: Ommmm!?!? Last Sleep: last night Last Ice Cream Eaten: ummmm..feast i think Last Chair Sat In: this 1 Last Webpage Visited: ok we r back 2 st00pid now! CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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September 15th, 2004

Time: 10:25 pm

wnt 2 twn afta skul n made pages in 'the cushty book' soo funny lol the SHAKEY lady in tesco lol!!!!

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September 14th, 2004

Current Music: crazytown - Butterfly Time: 09:38 pm Current Mood: crazy

i was at robs n emptyd my pocketys into the wheelybin...as u do umm 30 mins l8r i wnt thrugh my pockets n was al ryt!!?!? i had a fiver!??!umm where is it lol, alex had 2 go 2 the bottom of the bin n get it out lol :P...Now thts a Jenni moment lol :P....cheers alex!!!!

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September 13th, 2004

Time: 04:48 pm

Ok skul was fun!! W00h00, first double business!!...w00 big it up 2 da amy K Crew..lol i nos u read dis...FOOL!!!! Mr Miller is ok but tht johnathon Ross wanna be is rli annoying lol grrrrr! Leah is in my Film as well as business....which should b well fun!!! :D:D:D Psychology is gonna b :S i can tell.......hmmmm!!?!?! The free was rli random lol me n Lauren were wlkin through the skul dancing lol, so every1 in the classes could c us :P:P sooooo fun!!! Saw cris at the end of the day.....Gawd he is sooo Ommmm!!! *pharw*!!!! PLS!!

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September 11th, 2004

Current Music: Joise + the pussy cats - You dnt c me Time: 09:41 pm Current Mood: distressed

i cnt fuking stand it now!!! so depressed...but i dnt no y!?!? i think bout it n it just mkes me cry. There he is tlkin 2 her....wot has she got tht i nt?!?....does he not c me!?!?...does he not no tht i can hurt, i hang off of every single word he says! I wish he culd notice me, lyk he notics her!!....so bad!!! I would do anything he told me 2....if i could....if he spoke 2 me as a person...and thts wot i am...a fucking person!!...i hav feelings u no!! :( * i wnt him Soooo bad* .....Moan ended!!.......Sorry!!

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September 9th, 2004

Time: 10:32 pm

i wish i culd take bak everything!!! its a load of crap!!! i cnt change how i feel n it sux, but unlike holding on 2 it...i no i will move on coz every1 does....its the same every yr, sumit lyk this happens :( Apparently josh was pised off 2day coz J sed summit?!?! not sure lol i 4got but hmmm non the less?!?!?! N e ways im lookin 4ward 2 2moz shuld b fun. Elli is cummin 2 mine n thn we will wlk up 2 skul *yay* :D:D ppl!!! Who the fuk keeps prankin my fone lol....i culdnt rli tlk n e ways lol st00pid ill Nino was playin too loud lol :P

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September 8th, 2004

Current Music: Sir mix-A-lot - Baby got back Time: 03:00 pm Current Mood: bouncy

grrrrr*feels the same*.....i cnt help this n it is pissing me off!! So i got all my skul stuff :) eventually!!, lol saw mart n all in twn was nice, i thought it wuld b all *ahh grumruff* but was fine :) im glad. I <3 the sketchers i got they r well cushty, its like i love da chunky things :P hmmmm:S Its gonna b weird back at skul lol, ill b lyk umm where is 10fs tutor?!?! ommm! lol o well me n josh hav a laugh its fyn! *i just sneezed wayyyy 2 hard* *shakes* Vrrruummm!!!

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September 6th, 2004

Current Music: Santana - Smooth Time: 11:08 am Current Mood: curious

i had anuver odd dream, i was marrying my dad?!?! n all my family was there..but no matter how hard i looked i culdnt c this 1 person :S...i culdnt stop lookin at this huge dress i  was wearing....my mum bout my batteries...and thn her boss was tryin 2 kill me adn iculdnt stop crying. rriiiigghhht?!?! lol so just for the hell im gonna interpret it lol..why not?!!? lol ( Freaky )

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September 5th, 2004

Current Music: Abre Moore - Trip on love Time: 11:37 pm Current Mood: accomplished

So i had a huge tlk wit josh n figured out y i bin so eeeuuggrrhhh l8ly n its kwl coz he understands...i feel lyk i can trust him but thn there is the tiny voice in my head tellin me 2 b careful. im mad wit myself for being so stupid but i reilised it was just childish, n it is not wot i wnt at all.

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